Yesterday was a strange day.
I went to my therapy session and cried for fifty minutes solid.
Then I bought a dress from a charity shop and went to meet Hubby and Captain.
I did the shopping and cooked a three-course meal, cleaned the house and hosted my in-laws, while feeling I should've actually been under a blanket with a hot chocolate.
When they left, I got the chance to try our new shower for the first time.
It was better than any meditation.
I brought a candle with me and stood under the water, watching the raindrops on our courtyard and smelling the lovely, freshly cut timber on the ceiling.
Best damn shower ever.
Ever.
And I cried again.
What I have learned from this:
1) My cakes rise better with tears.
2) Sometimes not having many doors is a good thing. (Obviously not so much, when the Irish winter kicks in)
3) I am now someone who gets excited about tiles, a well-functioning shower and lampshades.
4) Spending most of your day trying to get yourself dehydrated by crying makes you feel like floating.
What have you been up to? What makes you excited these days?
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